Monday, October 29, 2007 / 10:46 AM
YIPEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
Holis are here again!Whooooohooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!
ANYWAY!I've got so many plans....just don't know how to put it down.....
List of things I want to do:
-learn guitar
-hanging out with jiko-rians
-hanging out with (extended) family members. (its been a long while!!)
-hanging out with church friends
-BEN 'N' JERRY! (where are you?! >:( )
-go out for work (any recommendations???)
-outing with cell group
-YOUTH CAMPPPPP!!!!
-band? (sian.)
-tutoring classes with my big brother. (O-M-G..)
-staying with my grandmother. (poor her...)
-S.L.E.E.P.!!!
Yay.I hope that'll be more events coming in... Holidays would be boring if you were to stay 24/7 without having much fun!! HEH HEH.
Quite boring to be at home eh?
No computer...... No homework...... No friends..... No fun.......
Things seem to become black and white.....
Someone please colour my life back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >.<
Okays.
I'm getting sleepy right now.... look at the time!
Thanks to all of u for visiting my blog! :)
CIAO!
Thursday, October 11, 2007 / 6:57 AM
Wow...I feel like going back to those days...
I remembered last year...
Many crazy things happened in New Town.
We were like so innocent...
One go crazy= All goes bonkers together!
But I was very quiet though....
That's nothing much lah...right? So long as you're happy!
But when things changed....
You'll want them back....
haha. So nostalgic. So emo.
I wished that I would be that innocent innocent girl back then...
So quiet....so....erm....sweet? heh heh!!
People love you easily....!
But, now.... people would think you're bad....
Cause you've became so....NOISY.haha. So easily over-reacted. So rebellious.
People easily put on bad impressions on you. Am I right?
I got that wherever I go, to be very suprised I get that in church at times too!
Ha-ha.
w-h-a-t-e-v-e-r they think of me is not important.
Some may tell me that.....
But......when things changed you'll want them back.
I really would want that back.
But I thought- Why not I'll continue the way I am now?
Even though many people would hate me, the way I am now.
But that's okay.
I'll learn!!! HEHE!
I'll learn and become someone that's....
Erm,like what they usually say, BETTER!
There's no way I should turn back...
I managed to step out from my emotional walls....
I should continue to be brave! ^_^
Heh heh. I sound so old like auntie.
Anyways.... that's the nostalgia coming to my emo mind.
To happy friends out there!
Be S-T-R-O-N-G! =)
Aiya. Sian. Nothing to do.
That's why I wrote this. haha
Hope this helped.....!!!
Ciao~
Wednesday, October 10, 2007 / 9:16 AM
Yay!I changed my blog skin.
My worst nightmare is over!!!History is over!!! YAYYY!!!
History is my worst nightmare to me because- Need to write a whole lot of stuffs within 2hours,hurting your poor little fingers. Need to memorise ALOT and ALOT! Need to please the teacher with all the crappy level of answers.
SIAN!
Thank God it's gone now.PHEW!
Only that there's the second nightmare to all- RESULT.
There's a paper for tomorrow though.Maths paper 2.
It's quite okay. But,I'm scared.
Got GRAPHS to draw........!!
Yay! We could FINALLY move back to Jurong West!
Well, like some people may say: When you win some, you may have lost another.
I won't be able to see some of my friends....
But, that's all okay! Because we're still under the same leader haha.
Almost everyone in WYZ rejoiced. lols.
Most of us lived in the west... So reasonable lah hor?
So long don't have WYZ event.....Never mind.....
EMERGE IS GONE!!!AHHHHHHH!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
What about all the crazy events I want to join net year....SOB!
But, all the adults became so happy...LOL!
That Asia conference ar....How are they going to divide the adults....?
Erm....will there still be South??O_O haha.
Oh yea, Benni Hinn's gonna come!!!
Weeheeeeeeeee,
I guess I'll have to change my philosophical statement just now into...
COMPROMISE a little,gain....
ALOT!!!!!!!
Okay,I'll update about my results....
ALL the best to everyone!!!
Erm,plus me?:)
Ciao~
Thursday, September 6, 2007 / 1:05 AM
Don't care about my previous post lah...
very negative...
DONT CARE ARH!!
and thanks most to kai mei and CA for being there for me! :)
Quite a number of days ago.........
There's the Live Your Dream event and So You Think You Can Sing in my church.
Live Your DreamIt was very scary at first....cause I acted on stage...
At first I thought I could not act lols...
But was very shocked.....cause I did it in the end!
Was really glad lah....
And even though my cluster didn't win.
I was still glad... Cause our drama was EXTREMELY hilarious!!
Haha!!!
Anyway, to encourage people out there....
You may think you can't do some things.... Actually no de!! 'Cause EVERYONE can do it.... If you try and put your heart to it....:)
So You Think You Can SingCorrect, I participated...
Was VERY VERY scary!!
The third audition I went to....
and the SCARIEST so far!!!
It sounds like nothing much...
But if you think about it.... My church is big.... And had tons and tons of talented singers... You'll totally freak out! And I'm going to compete against people f ALL ages- it's open category!
Of course I would freak out!
....
Luckily...
It wasn't so bad as I thought in the end....HEHE...
but I'm very sure I would not get into the finals.... including the fact that there were so many talents....!
Well, never mind... I managed to get hold of myself in the end anyways..^^
So, it's ALL okay!!!
It's holiday week....and there's nothing much to do...
Got band....Got IPW....Got many things lah...but nothing is as interesting as the actual schools days!! And the weekends!!! suddenly missed those things....
HAHA....
*One of the qoutes from my drama: "To all our friends out there, if you dream it, you'll achieve it."By the lead role.
Thursday, August 23, 2007 / 7:08 AM
I felt so sad last time...
Cause...I heard a very sad news....
haix.
There many emotional walls in me...
Due to all the boundaries that I had...
To tell everyone the truth, I wasn't anybody near great.
I'm like, what people say, nothing.
Even if I were ever entrusted with a great task...
It would be gone from me.
I really hate that part of me.
That uselessness.
I'm not popular. Not out-going. Not confident. Not THAT pretty.
I'm like what people think as- the average one.
Well, its all okay...
life goes on.
I'm still myself.
I'm NG JING YUAN.
Not somebody else.
Even if anybody hates me... I AM still me.
Even when the world come crushing down.... I could forget about everything...
But, I would never want to forget about the time when I got my self-actualisation.
Being yourself, without thinking about other's discrimination, is one of the greatest joy one could ever had.
That's what HE has told me. That's what Joyce said.
Even if I'm nothing now.....
I would still fight to be better and better....
Even if I would fall down again....I could get up again!
And help to pull people who fell too.
Even if I'm at my worse.
I know.
I could.
Fight.
Again.
*twist*
Friday, August 10, 2007 / 11:36 AM
Wow....it's so late le....
yet....i'm still up! hehe...
today's nthg much....
jus a bunch of emotions.....
tired...
sian...
painfulll!!!(as in physically)
feel like rotting....
well...i hope i won't decompose badly...haha....
juscame up to tellpeople out there...
if you feel like rotting in the same way i do...
don't do that kay.....you'll regret for sure....!
for me ar....i got holiday....so i've got an excuse...
if you don't have....or it's a crappy one....then go and do something!
=D
Monday, August 6, 2007 / 9:12 AM
Wowwie.... back from a long time.
Anyways, I've been doing alot of craps lately.
Studying. Complaining. Eating. Toileting. Sleeping. Napping. Friendstering. ETC ETC..
Weekdays are..well...boring to me!
Of course school is fun!! Erm.... for sometimes though...
But weekends rock even more!! ^^
There's cell group in the sat mornings..
My cell grop not very very enthu one larh! But still...it's fun to be with them...don't know why... Maybe because of....her? HEHE!
Then later on there is music school.It's very fun there!Better than school at times! :)
Sundays rock most!
There is ushering and church!! yay~
Ushering is not boring,for your info.I don't know why but I just love to usher!!
Then the people in church are nice...
Though....you'll still have problems with some of them...
Like.... gossips....backstabbing...ignoring each other for funny funny reasons.
But...there is one factor that is controlling these situations... Making church a better place!
And oh ya, to be frank.. i think i like the senior senior people in my church ALOT! Cause, there have the maturity there...
They wouldn't backstab or gossip...more or less more trustworthy...
You can still find people who are very good at my age. People from P.O.S....and stuffs. But i should really say something about MERRIEN and SUNTHARI because... They're great people!I'm sure they'll accomplish something great in the future! Of course,the others can too!!:DD
And ya...church is a fun place to be...who says it'll be boring??hahas.Sad that it has only got to be on one day.....but that's okay...cause there's still.......
Of course, I still gotta talk about school! School is as usual... backstab... Gossip all around... Reputation battles... steadies...
Life can have more colours actually...
HEHEHEEEEEEEEE...
